Poetry & Reflections

Writing Is Therapy

"To become, you must do. As you do, you also become."

Why I Write

Back in the days of many moons ago, if you'd told my younger self that I'd grow up to be head over heels for writing, I'd have just waved you off. I was a tennis player, chasing the professional circuit, with no room in my playbook for sonnets or prose. Writing was for other people.

Little did I know I actually found solace in pouring my feelings onto paper. There was a certain joy in expressing my emotions, in plucking them from the hidden corners of my mind and laying them out between the lines. Surprisingly, it seemed to work like a charm.

Learning to Share

There were numerous instances when the idea of sharing a poem left me anxious, waiting for that elusive moment of perfection that never quite arrives. Yet I've learned to get better at unveiling what feels right to share in the moment. It's the subjects that required the most courage to bring into existence that turned out to be the most resonant.

For an artist, revealing the truth is no easy feat, it can be downright paralyzing. When you lay bare the truth through your art, you expose yourself, your soul wandering about naked, hoping the universe will still cast a smile your way. Yet the art that truly resonates with us always carries the tag of truth, and that's what captivates us.

Writing a novel is like driving a car at night. You can only see as far as your headlights, but you can make the whole trip that way.

— E.L. Doctorow

Perfectionism is the voice of the oppressor.

— Anne Lamott

The work never matches the dream of perfection the artist has to start with.

— William Faulkner

A Practice of Gratitude

I suggest everyone gives writing a shot, beginning with something simple like a gratitude journal. Kickstart each morning by jotting down three to five things you're thankful for. It sounds cheesy, I get it, but this kind of routine starts rewiring your brain toward what I like to call emotional success. Here's a glimpse of what fills my list.

Morning coffee Sunny days A loving relationship Finding yourself Sunsets A good movie The weekend Great service Simply being alive A beautiful hug Listening to a great song Running into an old friend A good workout A home cooked meal Passing honeysuckle on a walk Finishing a good book Your pet

Ever since I embraced this practice, I no longer fixate on the negatives that come my way. It's not about flawless days sticking to a plan, that's impractical. It's about centering on my breath, residing in the present, and handling things as they roll in.

My poetry collection

Liberating the Butterfly

A collection of poems tracing the arc from pupa to flight, threads of longing, the cocoon of illness, metamorphosis, and meditative wings.

On Amazon Liberating the Butterfly poetry book cover by Sama Alabed
Poems by Sama Alabed

Liberating the Butterfly

Every step of the butterfly's evolution is critical to its transformation. This collection was born from fourteen years of navigating chronic autoimmunity, love, loss, and the slow work of coming into my own. Liberation, I've learned, is always an inside job.

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Preview six poems from the collection
Threads of Longing · Page 16

Tribute to a Voice

Had I known such beauty would have been the death of me, I would have worked on my eulogy before you whispered hello.

Threads of Longing · Page 21

Honey Has a Name

As you bloom, so will I bloom with you. Open the windows and let all of the bees in. She is of the earth. She too, has seasons.

Threads of Longing · Page 28

There She Goes

And then my heart changed its tune. As it went boom, boom, boom. I felt the beat announce itself as you walked into the room. "There she goes." Nervous with my verbiage as I attempt to say hello. As I saw her also seeing me, all I could feel was a hidden voice of announcement. "I too," it declared, "have been waiting for thee."

Cocoon of Illness · Page 81

A New Lease

My pain has been my greatest master. An illness of two weeks can only show you so little, but fourteen years of chronic autoimmunity can break a man with the lessons that burden us. Only then are you granted a new lease on life, which previously, you couldn't afford.

Cocoon of Illness · Page 86

The Places Where Light May Enter

Sick people await the shadows that grow in the night so they can hide behind them, where it is easier not to be seen. I stare at all of my wounds and laugh now, because these are the only places where light may enter.

Metamorphosis · Page 125

Beauty of Being Lost

Life is not about acquiring wealth and drowning beneath the weight of silenced madness. It is about discovering the unbeaten path and getting lost in its majesty and grandeur. For those who have always known the way, zero surprises await them up ahead.

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Poems & Illustrations

A few pieces from my Instagram. Feel free to say hello over there, I love meeting new people and receiving feedback.

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Newest designs

More Poems, Beautifully Designed

A newer collection of pins, lovingly designed by my wife, bringing a few more poems from "Liberating the Butterfly" to life.

Liberating the Butterfly poem pin, paths unseen will emerge as the steps ensue
Liberating the Butterfly poem pin design
Liberating the Butterfly poem pin design
Liberating the Butterfly poem pin design
Liberating the Butterfly poem pin design
Liberating the Butterfly poem pin design
Liberating the Butterfly poem pin, where facts fall short fiction stirs the soul
Liberating the Butterfly poem pin design
Liberating the Butterfly poem pin design
Liberating the Butterfly poem pin design

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Liberation is, and always will be, an inside job.